perasaan iri hati seorang wanita.

Sejak Ain dah kurus ni, sering aku terasa kosong. Tidak seperti satu ketika dahulu. Kami selalu berkongsi masalah, pandangan, pendapat malah part2 mengumpat jugak. Namun, kini. nak bercakap dengan Ain pun payah..kami akan berjumpa waktu hendak masuk tidur saja..itu pun sebab berebutkan selimut.

Syukur di panjatkan ke hadrat Ilahi , bila aku dapat tahu die diterima bekerja di Petronas. Al-maklumlah, baru je kene tipu sebulan dengan company kat Seri Kembangan tu, dapat pulak offer.Good for her and I proud to be her sister.

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Tapi org selalu cakap benda yang indah tu, x selalunya lame...start2 keje dengan Petronas ok lah.makin efisyen, start sembahyang subuh, bawak telekung..etc etc...aku betul2 happy untuk die.yela dalame die nak switch job, bile ade chance dapat Petronas plak tu..hati mane yang x gembira.

Since keje Petronas, macam2 mission la yg cube dilaksanakan oleh beliau...the best part is die nak kurus..sbb CLIC die sume kurus2.and she managed to lose some weight..which obviously la kan sebab skrg baju2 die sume saiz M...sekarang pun dah mule berjinak2 dengan facial cleanser...scrub..etc etc....again..its good for her..nak2 lepas kene dump dgn bf die..which is good la untuk die bgn semula.

but....part yg x bes bile perangai die pun da tibe2 berubah..yela orang da kurus ni banyak pulak cekadak...kutuk aku x payah cakap la kan berbakul...i duno why...mebe die terasa diri die da hebat..mebe..ade one time tu supposely kiteorg nak try test satu product dermatologist ni bile dapat gaji...tapi disebabkan die takut sgt kulit muke aku lagi cantik dari die...senyap2 die beli.simpan dalam gobok (almari)...tuhan itu kan maha adil...end up bende tu terjatuh..and aku ternampak...itulah die manusia kan.

my point is...i miss the part when we used to hold each other hands, go to bed together...share our tears and laugh together..i miss that moment so damn much.

*** ade lagi..ingat lagi part die kutuk Kak Pit (whch is our elder sister)...yang die selalu kene underestimate...but now..i think she slightly look the same with her...

Karma do happens right =D

hana abdullah

@ work
I have been working with MDeC for almost 3 weeks, and today, i need to submit my time sheet since Im working as a tempoarary staff the Human Capital wont bother to pay my salary. BUT it was not an issue. Yesterday, we had a small department meeting with my Team Leader. One of my collegue started to question a lot to my team leader, and force him to say these words "remember, once again, im using the law...you guys can be terminated without a prior notice..etc..etc". Back at home, I cant stop thinking. am I doing the right thing? Quit my old job, and working in MDec.?

@la familia
Should I really write it? Nahhh....


@my self
helpless.

how selfish I am?

1.When going to the movies with a friend or date, you coax them into seeing your first choice.

Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

2.As a policy, you don't lend things out to people.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

3.You have difficulty listening to other people's problems.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

4.You'll only do a favor if you're going to get a better favor back in return.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

5.You have a bad track record when it comes to caring for pets and plants.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

6.When living with roommates and / or your family, you've been known to leave stuff and

messes around the house.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

7.At holidays, you tend not to give someone a gift unless you expect to get a gift back in return.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

8.When you get together with your best friend, most of your conversations tend to revolve

around what is happening in your life.
Always
Often
Sometimes

Rarely
Never

9.You've been called self-centered and / or selfish by most people who know you well.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

10.You will pressure or manipulate people to get your way, when you deem it necessary.
Always
Often
Sometimes
Rarely
Never

The result : You're 17% selfish,In other words, you're a warm, caring considerate person.Just make sure to get your way sometimes. There's a fine line between unselfish and pushover.

Actual result : Sometimes I do get selfish when it comes to reveal between the right and wrong answers. But most of the time, I try as much as I could to please other people and use the best words if I really really unable to help them. However, there is still someone out there that keep on telling me that I am selfish. I could not identify which part of myself that being selfish? Is it being caring and loving is called selfish? Maybe, to some other people but totally not me.